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  1. @angel hey Angel, working hard or, hardly working?

    Friday, 15-Apr-11 03:01:19 UTC from StatusNet Android
    1. @carcinopony @haganbmj Just getting stressed out from this Statistics...and everything. Now I don't want to eat dinner. :/

      Friday, 15-Apr-11 03:08:10 UTC from web
      1. @angel Yeah I can understand that feeling of stress D: Feeling a little nauseous from it though?

        Friday, 15-Apr-11 03:11:43 UTC from web
        1. @haganbmj Not really, just a lack of appetite. But now it's coming back...I just feel blegh...I need a massage D:

          Friday, 15-Apr-11 03:13:19 UTC from web
          1. @angel Ugh D: - Sorry to hear mate.

            Friday, 15-Apr-11 03:14:15 UTC from web
      2. @angel oh my

        Friday, 15-Apr-11 03:33:31 UTC from StatusNet Android
      3. @angel oh my

        Friday, 15-Apr-11 03:34:44 UTC from StatusNet Android
        1. @draggle In order to do that, I'd need people in my life. @carcinopony Blegh, my emotions are attracting ponies. I wanted this, but now I feel bad

          Friday, 15-Apr-11 03:38:56 UTC from web
          1. @angel Find some. :) People are everywhere!

            Friday, 15-Apr-11 03:42:08 UTC from web
            1. @draggle Good idea, I'll start not at my stupid school.

              Friday, 15-Apr-11 03:46:15 UTC from web
              1. @angel Probably a good idea.

                Friday, 15-Apr-11 03:48:07 UTC from web
          2. @angel emotions are all weird now are they?

            Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:18:52 UTC from StatusNet Android
    2. @angel D: The world is upside down D:

      Friday, 15-Apr-11 03:25:54 UTC from web
      1. @haganbmj No, I'm not in Australia.

        Friday, 15-Apr-11 03:26:21 UTC from web
        1. @angel Aww - that's too bad, would've worked well :P - All the same though, sounds like a horrid evening :/

          Friday, 15-Apr-11 03:26:59 UTC from web
          1. @haganbmj I think I'm trying to make myself feel like crap for sympathy. :/ I'm dumb.

            Friday, 15-Apr-11 03:31:24 UTC from web
            1. @angel That's not dumb! Nothing wrong with needing sympathy!

              Friday, 15-Apr-11 03:34:09 UTC from web
              1. @draggle I do it all the time. :/

                Friday, 15-Apr-11 03:35:12 UTC from web
                1. @angel You need people in your life who shower you with love, then!

                  Friday, 15-Apr-11 03:37:12 UTC from web
            2. @angel Nooo, don't say that - it's just a bad day, perfectly fine to voice that.

              Friday, 15-Apr-11 03:38:22 UTC from web
              1. @haganbmj Bad day every day? @draggle Or I could wait for college. People love me at camp over the summer. I wish I could be a girl already...how do I tell my parents?

                Friday, 15-Apr-11 03:48:48 UTC from web
                1. @angel :/

                  Friday, 15-Apr-11 03:51:20 UTC from web
                  1. @haganbmj I'm a rather depressing person. Wanna know a secret?

                    Friday, 15-Apr-11 03:52:05 UTC from web
                    1. @angel D: - Sure, what is the secret?

                      Friday, 15-Apr-11 03:52:39 UTC from web
                    2. @angel OOOH OOOOH A SECRET I WON'T TELL ANYONE Pinkie swear!!! Cross my heart and hope to fly, stick a cupcake in my -OWWW

                      Friday, 15-Apr-11 03:53:23 UTC from web
                2. @angel I am cisgendered and do not know your parents, so I alas have no idea.

                  Friday, 15-Apr-11 03:56:17 UTC from web
                  1. @draggle I was thinking out loud. @loak @haganbmj I have anorexia, and for a short while I was bulimic, but my friend is helping me stop. I don't know if I'm doing it because I hate myself, or if I know the attention I'll get when people find out.

                    Friday, 15-Apr-11 03:58:16 UTC from web
                    1. @angel psychiatry may be able to help you with that.

                      Friday, 15-Apr-11 03:59:28 UTC from StatusNet iPhone
                      1. @administrator The only way I'll be getting that is by telling my parents, which I do not plan on doing.

                        Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:00:28 UTC from web
                        1. @angel Well either way, we're here for ya. And i'm glad to hear your friend is helping you out.

                          Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:01:48 UTC from web
                        2. @angel I was anorexic when I was ten and eleven, in a complex way. My father had just left and my mother stocked up on McDonald's, which I could not eat, so I just did not eat and did not eat at school because people would beat me up every day there trying to, erm, prove to me that I was weak and needed to eat (instead of actually letting me eat). One day, at the place I called my home, I was on the ground from lack of food and too weak to get up and NO ONE CARED. Hours later, I managed to pull myself up by grabbing on to a lamp and a couch. I could still barely move. That was when I decided I better save myself because I knew I would die otherwise.

                          Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:05:10 UTC from web
                          1. @draggle holy crap, what kind of people attend your school? D= *hugs draggle and angel*

                            Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:06:54 UTC from web
                            1. @rainbowdashismycopilot I was ten and eleven, like I said. That was a long time ago. The kids at my school were ignorant and allegedly a lot of their parents told them to beat on me. Crappy neighborhood, it was.

                              Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:09:06 UTC from web
                              1. @draggle egad, the PARENTS told them to beat you up? No wonder I've lost most of my hope for mankind >.<

                                Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:10:05 UTC from web
                                1. @rainbowdashismycopilot It was the 1970s. I think people have actually gotten nicer, in respects.

                                  Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:12:59 UTC from web
                              2. @draggle >ponyhug< Even though I still wish I went to grade school like everypony else, stories like this scare me... I'm glad your life has improved. And you have us here to help you with any situation~

                                Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:12:57 UTC from web
                                1. @magicrussia ❤ ponyhug ❤ Thank you. I'm a teaching assistant who prevents this kind of madness before it occurs.

                                  Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:15:27 UTC from web
                        3. @angel Are you sure there's nothing more confidential available through your school?

                          Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:05:23 UTC from StatusNet Android
                          1. @scribus @angel - that's a good idea too. If there's anyone you can contact about this, it's worth looking into.

                            Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:07:20 UTC from web
                    2. @angel I'm sorry to hear angel, you should seek help - speak to your parents and let them know what's going on. They can be more understanding than you might think.

                      Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:01:10 UTC from web
                      1. @haganbmj @loak @nutterguy I'm just glad to see some ponies showing actual sympathy. I only told 1 person in real life, and she didn't react very well, so I don't really plan on telling any others.

                        Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:02:54 UTC from web
                        1. We're not going to judge you here for anything @angel, You really should talk to people in real life though and seek help. It's not healthy at all (as @loak mentioned).

                          Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:05:55 UTC from web
                        2. @angel While the internet may be a hate machine, RDN is the single oasis of friendship. You don't have to worry about being judged and we're always here to support you.

                          Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:08:33 UTC from web
                          1. @loak i wouldn't say rdn is the SINGLE oasis of friendship but it's one of the few that exist XP

                            Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:09:12 UTC from web
                            1. @rainbowdashismycopilot I can't think of anything else xD (non-pony related)

                              Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:12:33 UTC from web
                        3. @angel While I agree in part with what everypony else is saying, do what you're comfortable with. Try to overcome this with the help of friends. If you find thats not helping enough, then you should consider seeking help.

                          Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:09:21 UTC from web
                    3. @angel Aww, that's not healthy D: You can overcome this, you have the faith of ponies everywhere~

                      Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:01:45 UTC from web
    3. @angel That's the spirit! :D

      Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:08:32 UTC from web
    4. @angel Right on!

      Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:09:31 UTC from web
    5. @angel You have my support as well, even though I have no idea what I could say that would help you.

      Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:09:59 UTC from web
    6. @angel That's right!!! You got this ^.^

      Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:11:13 UTC from web
    7. @angel That post......You are awesome xD

      Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:11:14 UTC from web
    8. @angel Don't tell just anyone. Tell your parents. The internet is not a replacement for therapy (although there is some therapeutic value shown with wikipedia). Tell your parents that you want to see the doctor and make them make that appointment!

      Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:12:21 UTC from StatusNet iPhone
    9. @angel Wow, Just got super ninja'd there. What ever it is you decide to do, I'll support you.

      Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:12:39 UTC from web
    10. @angel Best wishes with that. Just remember, you're not alone.

      Friday, 15-Apr-11 04:14:12 UTC from StatusNet Android